CU Later: The Unavailability of counseling services

Cedarville, OH lies sandwiched between miles of corn fields and back roads and is notably sparse when it comes to counselors, especially on the budget of broke college students. So, when I first attended Cedarville University, I immediated applied for counseling services on campus. After applying in January, I heard nothing back until March. So four months later, I finally received an email saying availability had opened up. I scheduled my appointment, which was an outstanding counseling session with a great counselor, for the beginning of April. Through the entire semester, I managed to have two sessions in April.

My application for counseling included symptoms of severe depression, anxiety, and a past of emotional and verbal abuse. Why did it take Cedarville four months for me to get help? Another former student, in this article, recounts that they were able to receive counseling after applying in the summer. However, after one appointment, they were placed back on a waiting list and were not seen for the rest of the academic year.

Cedarville has to hire more counselors–instead of maybe, I don’t know, building more buildings?–in order to address the needs of its student body. The counselors on staff, as far as I have heard and experienced, are highly proficient, skilled, godly individuals. They won’t rat you out (because they legally cannot) and seem to truly care for your well-being. The problem is, 1 counselor for every 1,000 students is woefully insufficient, especially in an environment that can be so damaging to students’ mental health through legalistic restrictions presented under the guise of Biblical truth. The availability of counselors is a simple issue to solve, but a necessary one. As we will see as this article continues, Cedarville MUST change its environment.

CU Never: Removal for Mental Health

Cedarville has a long and deeply disturbing track record of dismissing students for mental health concerns. I personally know an individual who was dismissed after seeking help for thoughts of self-harm. A website called The Wartburg Watch published an article detailing large-scale abuse of and ignorance towards individuals struggling with mental health. According to their source, all chairs and deans received an email in August–soon after Dr. White preached a message of intolerance toward abusers, aggressors, and assaulters–stating that student accounts of abuse, aggression, and assault were simply not true and that Cedarville had done nothing wrong.

Cedarville says they did nothing wrong. Not even getting into the Dr. Moore crisis, there are countless examples of Cedarville’s wrongdoing. The Wartburg Watch recounts the story of a former student who experienced an eating disorder and sucididal ideations. They met with Dr. Jon Wood (Vice President of Academics) and Dr. Mindy May (Vice President of mishandling mental health concerns). These, at the time, unlicensed individuals decided she was fine and no action was needed. Apparently, Dr. Wood found it much more interesting how people pronounce “crayons.” In spite of May and Wood’s evaluation, their friends brought them to Kettering and they were hospitalized. Tragically, they were sexually assaulted while hospitalized. After returning to campus, they were forced to sign a Non-Disclosure Agreement about their experience.

Another story recounts a student named Kiara experiencing mental health issues and a roommate (an aspiring RA, no less) who spread false sexual rumors about her and rumors about her mental health on campus. Mindy May addressed this issue by meeting with her and her family at the field house during registration, surrounded by hundreds of students and their families. Very private. Mindy May disclosed that the roommate had admitted she spread those rumors after previously telling Kiara that the RA position would not be granted if her accusation was true.

Here’s the kicker: Mindy May gave her the RA position back anyway.

Kiara requested a No Contact Order against the girl through the Title IX office. The Title IX office approved her request. She was told any proximity of her former roommate to herself constituted a violation and her roommate was required to leave line. When violations occured, Mindy May responded that these were not, in fact, violations. In fact, she informed Kiara that her story probably wasn’t accurate and that she was innacurate in her details.

I’m sorry, what?

Harrassment continued to occur from this now RA towards Kiara and Mindy May continued to ignore her requests. Appeals as far as Dr. White were ignored and belittled. Kiara became actively suicidal and was hospitalized. Two days after her release, she was informed she had a meeting with Dr. Wood and Dr. May to discuss. In this meeting, Kiara was belittled and Dr. Wood actually rolled his eyes at her as she recounted the harrassment she was experiencing. Her parents emailed Dr. White. She was given the number for campus safety in case she ever felt like killing herself again.

Dr. White never responded.

Doesn’t that seem to arise as a theme with the Cedarville administration? We don’t like it, so we won’t respond.

If you have experienced trauma caused by Cedarville’s administration, please reach out and we can help you. Whether that be sharing your story, finding advocacy for you, or finding counseling services for you, we will do whatever we can to help you. Our anonymity ensures yours as well.

CU shouldn’t have brought that up (CU Never, part 2)

Why have so few articles been written on this issue? Why have so few students spoken out publicly?

Cedarville’s handbook states, “Cedarville University will permit only those demonstrations, solicitations, or distributions that, in the judgement of the University, are orderly and peaceful.” This makes sense, until the handbook further defines this stance. “Demonstrations, solicitations, or distributions [especially those people over at the Cedarville Interpreter!!] that, in the opinion of the University, involve advocacy of unscriptural positions, are disorderly, or that interrupt or disrupt [any University function].”

In other words, if you disagree with Cedarville in any way, you can get kicked out of the University. Students must receive permission from the university to distribute any materials. So I could very easily get kicked out just for writing this article. Cedarville claims to value truth, but punishes free speech or any form of dissidence. The FIRE institute put it incredibly well:

Freedom of speech is a fundamental American freedom and a human right, and there’s no place that this right should be more valued and protected than America’s colleges and universities. A university exists to educate students and advance the frontiers of human knowledge, and does so by acting as a “marketplace of ideas” where ideas compete. The intellectual vitality of a university depends on this competition—something that cannot happen properly when students or faculty members fear punishment for expressing views that might be unpopular with the public at large or disfavored by university administrators.

Foundation for Individual Rights for Education

This free exchange of dialogue, pushed down by the Cedarville administration for the sake of self-image, is especially important in the area of mental health. Allowing students to come forward with their issues is not as easy as posters with an email address you can email. It begins with a culture of acceptance, understanding, and frankly, a lack of ignorance of mental health.

Cedarville must open their hearts and minds to the struggles of hundreds of students on their campus who fear getting help from an administration with a track record of turning their backs on students for nearly a decade.

Todd Wilhelm of Thou Art the Man and The Wartburg Watch provided some resources that may be helpful for you: Redeeming Power by Diane Langberg, Somethings Not Right by Wade Mullen, The Sociopath Next Door by Dr. Martha Stout, Healing Spiritual Wounds by Carol Howard Merrit, The Long Journey Home by Andrew J. Schmutzer, and The Subtle Power of Spiritual Abuse by David Johnson and Jeff Van Vonderen

8 thoughts on “Nonexistent: Mental Health at Cedarville

  1. Firstly, I’d like to say that what you are doing is great! The Cedarville student body needs to be informed of all that’s going on here on campus. It amazes me how ignorant we all can be.
    I’d also like to say that I know your information to be true. Mindy May especially is awful in regards to handling mental health issues. Just before I got to Cedarville I was hospitalized for cutting and depression. See, I have Bipolar and so it makes it a bit harder to control my emotions sometimes especially when I am in a low. Well, one time I was caught by my RA cutting and was forced to see Mindy May. What occurred during that meeting had me turned off on the counseling department immediately. Mindy gave me an alternative; call my dad while he was working and explain what I was doing, or leave the school. Obviously I chose to call my dad, but the damage that call has done to our relationship was immense. Mindy told my dad that I was cutting and that she highly suggested that I get counseling or leave the school. Since this was the beginning of the semester, I felt stuck. In the end, I was forced to meet with a counselor that was awful and knew of my diagnosis. I hated every minute of it. The counselor always seemed to be condescending towards me and treated me like a criminal. I stopped going midway through the semester because I felt worse after the counseling than I did before.
    So, I’m glad you are doing this. I don’t want another student to experience the same things I had to.


  2. Thank you for creating this page. I amazed at the amount of people who secretly agree with me on so many of these things. This really is a culture where we have to hide a lot of our real struggles. It’s ok to lie, gossip, and put on an air of “Christian perfection” but to admit you have genuine mental health problems and a multitude of other things that I’m even afraid to type here could mean getting expelled. I pray this page can continue to shed light on these subjects in a respectful but form and honest manner so more individuals can realize they are not alone. There are many other students who feel the same way.


  3. So does anyone have suggestions of where to go for therapy for heavy anxiety while on campus since the counseling department isn’t safe?? I’m a concerned parent for my Cedarville child who called me today with mounting anxiety and mounting ED behavior who wants therapy help. I am pretty sure that legalism will be the case if I send her to the counseling department and sure enough after a conversation with another parent who led me to this blog, now I really don’t want to send my student to the CU counseling. Sooo, is there other therapy options anyone suggests?? Please help.


    1. SB,
      I never had many issues with CU’s counselor Valerie when it came to my anxiety and depression. I use counseling through New Creation Counseling Center now since they have tele-counseling option. You can check there, especially if issuance covers it. Beyond that, I would start with a list from your insurance and have your student call and ask lots of questions (what does a session look like; is it just Christian counseling or is it a mix of secular and Christian counseling; etc.). As someone who has dealt with severe anxiety and depression and is finally starting to be on the mend after years of struggling and a year of fighting for my mental health, between counseling, medication, and being open about my struggle, starting counseling and seeing a psychiatrist was the best decision I have ever made. Encouraging your student to seek help is literally the best thing you can do for them, and you reaching out here just shows that you love them and care for them. Just remember that this is their fight so it’s their decision of how much you know.


    2. I can give you the number to my therapist, she’s not associated with CU and I meet with her virtually. I think she mainly deals with anxiety disorders but may be able to refer you to someone who can help with EDs.


    3. Here are responses from several people from our Instagram page:

      “Better help was a really good option for me. They’re relatively cheap for a therapy service and are all online (which might be a pro or a con depending on the person). Plus they allow text, call, or video sessions depending on what you’re most comfortable with. And you can text your therapist at any time if you ever need them!”


      “Layh associates is right in yellow springs, offers online zoom options, and has a significant number of counselors to choose from!”


      “I am a practicing psychotherapist and Cedarville alum. I don’t practice in Ohio, but would be happy to help this parent try to locate a suitable therapist in the area.”


      “derek ellis,, he’s in spfld. still a christian, but realizes that therapy isn’t just praying. super safe space”


      “Citi lookout in Springfield! I do telehealth with them and they have in person appointments too. It’s pay what you can (normally $60 per session, but I pay $20 per sessions). I highly recommend it!”


      “Honestly, the counseling here is not that bad at all. I’ve not heard all the arguments, but I would recommend it – even just as a start. It’s closer and free so those are great benefits”

      Hope that helps!! 🙂


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